Monday, June 29, 2020

libraries closing

i feel sick...

monday june 29, 2020: Kern County residents, we have until 5 pm  today, Monday, to protest possible closing of all KC Libraries by board of supervisors vote. Please contact everyone you know who supports local libraries -- the number is 661-868-3640. You must mention agenda item #28. Thank you for spreading the word in these last final minutes. jennypage

Saturday, June 27, 2020

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the latest obsession - this is ville virtanen, & he reminds me of boris karloff... when i was younger/before i was mrs page, this would've gone in my "future ex-husbands" folder. i just love the  sad, saturnine face & everything about this actor in this series!
this (bordertown, original title sorjonen) was a swell show, not bc of plots, which oftenttimes tho luridly gripping seemed far-fetched, but mostly bc of the main character, pictured here, w/his brainy oddness & awkwardness, & i did love the cinematography w vastly lucious overhead shots of scandinavia, & the tough female cop of world-weary beauty. the show makes me want to study finnish...
sigh. the gnat-mind flits again.
in other news, i did NOT do something sh*tty last wk, & the world's a mess, it's in james's kiss, & i'm reading a book about punk rock & most of those ppl were pretty crappy humans. what a shock.
americans should speak out about injustice! i remember as a kid learning about "manifest destiny" &  wondering, "why did they think that land should be theirs when the 'indians' already lived there?" a country founded in genocide & slavery cannot have lasting peace. :(
in much smaller news, yet enormous in my life right now,
james + jenny = true love
nothing is harder or more worthwhile.


Wednesday, June 10, 2020

taking it eeeeeeeazzzzzzeeeeeeeeee

hi. i wrote a long screed about the the u.s. right now but ain´t gonna post it. too many others so much better-informed, even tempered, & brighter than i am are writing about & commenting upon it all... so instead, i got to attend a 12 step mtg from atlanta on zoom & now will post a picture of howlin' wolf bc today is his bd. he would be 110 yrs old. what a powerful & handsome man he was... wow... Howlin Wolf Stock Pictures, Royalty-free Photos & Images
billy watson called james ¨the modern-day howlin wolf," & more & more i understand it bc chester burnett was a real man´s man but not a pig, good to women. he performed w/ferocity, vulnerability, & complete commitment, was an original, searing performer, & also drove women nuts w/his silly, wild, lascivious antics. james doesn´t do the latter much nowadays, for which i, his wife, am very grateful.
so on to more topics that have nothing to do w/the foul, continually putrid actions of the imposter in chief & his minions... iḿ using this time of no teaching to work on yard art w/junk from the yard sale & came across this beautiful work: https://www.soosunnypark.com/unwoven-light
i don´t know whatś going on w/james & i making an album, or CD, or downloadable, or whatever it would be... but iḿ grateful to have given my old clavinova to a deserving student so i could set up the old korg sp-250. mama bought it for me yrs ago in the pomona arts district, so itś special for that reason & i haven´t been able to use it bc the external speaker broke & couldn´t find anyone to fix it, so i combined it w/my awesome roland amp which i ALSO can´t use at gigs bc it was in james´s rollover crash several yrs ago. the green hornet was totalled, but james came out somehow, amazingly, w/a sore shoulder, tho he was ejected from the vehicle during the crash. the amp, along w/lots of other gear, also went flying across several lanes of the I-5. and except for a volume level short circuit (its volume drops by half sometimes when it powers up), it works still! that is one tough husband... and one tough amp!!
anyways, this new set-up sounds so swell, i want to play the piano all day. so whenever we get going on recording, iĺl be ready. :)
the other day we got to go out to eat in a restaurant after having had a bad experience w/rude ppl. so the timing was especially nice. i had baked potato w/fixins, green beans, & catfish. james had a chicken salad & fake beer. and we were happy to be out & about, tho cautiously.
hereś our pic from that day. james gets more & more handsome all the time. <3 p="">Image may contain: 2 people, eyeglasses and closeup

finally got a new phone after nearly 5 yrs, so i snapped a pic of some of the last of this yrś wildflowers.
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below is what my high school friend jenine posted on fb. she moved to new zealand after shrub (as molly ivins called him) was elected. she is brilliant, & in this case, she is correct.
"I have privilege as a White person because I can do all of these things without thinking twice about it...
I can go jogging (#AmaudArbery).
I can relax in the comfort of my own home (#BothemSean and #AtatianaJefferson).
I can ask for help after being in a car crash (#JonathanFerrell and #RenishaMcBride).
I can have a cellphone (#StephonClark).
I can leave a party to get to safety (#JordanEdwards).
I can play loud music (#JordanDavis).
I can sell CD's (#AltonSterling).
I can sleep (#AiyanaJones)
I can walk from the corner store (#MikeBrown).
I can play cops and robbers (#TamirRice).
I can go to church (#Charleston9).
I can walk home with Skittles (#TrayvonMartin).
I can hold a hair brush while leaving my own bachelor party (#SeanBell).
I can party on New Years (#OscarGrant).
I can get a normal traffic ticket (#SandraBland).
I can lawfully carry a weapon (#PhilandoCastile).
I can break down on a public road with car problems (#CoreyJones).
I can shop at Walmart (#JohnCrawford) .
I can have a disabled vehicle (#TerrenceCrutcher).
I can read a book in my own car (#KeithScott).
I can be a 10yr old walking with our grandfather (#CliffordGlover).
I can decorate for a party (#ClaudeReese).
I can ask a cop a question (#RandyEvans).
I can cash a check in peace (#YvonneSmallwood).
I can take out my wallet (#AmadouDiallo).
I can run (#WalterScott).
I can breathe (#EricGarner).
I can live (#FreddieGray).
I can ask someone to put a leash on their dog when it is required in the public park we are in (#ChristianCooper).
I CAN BE ARRESTED WITHOUT THE FEAR OF BEING MURDERED. #GeorgeFloyd
White privilege is real. Take a minute to consider a Black person’s experience today.
#BlackLivesMatter”
*I copied and pasted this...please do the same.